Written by Mariah Karimi

Emotionally I’m done

Mentally I’m drained

Spiritually I’m dead

Physically I smile

It pains to know no one will ever understand how I feel

Fill the gap in my soul that you left

Time has passed the wounds still remain

They are just old enough that I’m getting used to the pain

But the biggest pain is missing you and knowing we will never be together

My little head as it appears is full of memories

Just like the sky may sometimes be full of swarming bees

The last moments together

Lying there helplessly

Trying to fight for your fate

Hanging in between the two worlds

And I keep thinking I could have salvaged you

I should have stopped you

I should have taken control as always

Drunk, and I thought you’d manage it

Driving and I trusted you

The four words keep rerunning in my head

And I can’t help the sobs

‘IT WAS MY FAULT’

 

The most painful goodbyes

Are the ones never said?

And never explained

Forever in my heart

 

DON’T ALLOW YOUR LOVED ONES TO DRINK AND DRIVE.

 

Comments

  1. When love is lost, it feels like the world has crumbled and you are. left all alone. It takes time to heal the wounds and start. all over again.

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